my guilty heart behaved so foolishly.

i know it may not be God's plan for me, but what is it with men and myself? why is it that they all possess the same amount of immaturity no matter what age they are? i don't know exactly when i'll be able to trust someone fully the way i once thought i could. i miss marvin like crazy. i wish he'd come back. it's hard to feel as though i don't love him as much as i love God. God is great and will only save me from myself but...i just need marvin back.

God is great. God is beautiful and love.